Getting through

I decided on what to do at the begining of the month to get better, Its about the most demanding and maybe dangerous things I have ever had to do. I have to will myself out of problems, call it sickness if you will, the mental part of it.

My former Counselor said it was impossible, I think it is very possible. I have stopped taking all the medications, for this week, just to see how I will feel, I will talk about how I feel later. But so far, I believe I am doing good.

I fired my Psychiatrist on monday, next will be my counselor, that way, I will have only myself to listen to and can get well on my own. Watch me, and pray for me.